High School

So I am not even going to look at how long it has been since the last post.

This month has been a little bit of everything.

Sad- my PopPop passed away. I am an emotional bottler but don't want to be. So I have done denial and busyness so far in my list of ways to avoid dealing with it. But the fact is, I pray that I will see him again. The funeral and travel was tough but good.

Happy- We have had tons of laughs this month. Mostly around the dinner table, in the van and just in our general togetherness. I love and cherish this gift of family. Lord you are so good to me.

Frustration- Jeff lost a battery in his car this month. We missed the money and church that week.

Hope- i feel like I have grown spiritually this week. My adventure of trust and obedience is just the beginning I beleive but I know he is fatithful and will work in every situation. I keep praying that my path is crossed by situations that I can be what Jesus wants me to be.

Messy- My house has been a straight up hot mess this month then clean to be turned into a hot mess once again. Not sure what I do wrong...maybe it is my lazy sleepyness or that wonderful plug in blanket.

Scary- Abby had a meeting at the high school this week. Jeff went with her...I am in denial. She actual seems pretty excited by the whole high school thing. She saw people from her old school that she knew and knows a lot from her current school. Maybe it is the place for us afterall. God please give us your wisdom.

over- today is the last day of January 2012. Lord, you surely did supply for our needs and wants even. You blessed us with time together and with others we love. Thank you for your goodness and grace. Thank you for the peace you have supplied for our home. Holy Spirit move in our family. amen.